#RainbowSnippets: Fairest

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For my own, Oriana will reveal a little more about the mysterious girl in the magic mirror in Fairest

Her stooped shoulders shook, as if something was trying to escape from her frail body. “Once you see her, you can’t see anyone else. She becomes the fairest of them all.”

She turned toward me, one of her hands rising to cover her face. “This is all my fault.” The words came out in a choked groan as she swayed. 

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#QueerBlogWed: Madam Journey

On January 3, 2024, P.T. Wyant shared at ptwyant.com a Wednesday Words prompt involving a stick of wood, a treasure hunter, and advice.

This poem was the result…

Madam Journey pushes her cart down the street

Scarfs of varying styles wrapped around her head

Shawl and skirts hanging from her stocky frame

Pushing a cart down the street as she ambles

At first glance it’s full of nothing but trash

Bits and bobs, an odd stick of wood

No one knows she’s a treasure hunter

Looking for the value in what we throw away

Ready with advice for those who’ll listen

Never offered, just for those who ask

Those who take a second look at her cart

At what seems like a collection of junk

You may find a fragment of your heart

Left in the plaster mold you vaguely remember

Shaping with a former friend

Back at a time when you had ideals 

Ideals you no longer quite recall

You may see a torn paper valentine

The remnants of a forgotten love

An empty tin which belonged to a child

Smuggling messages to a lonely grandfather

Messages they used to giggle about

The stick of wood once floated down a river

Watching by two giggling girls 

Imagining its fantasy journey

To purple rivers flowing into a lake

A lake where a lonely sorceress lived

Those girls grew up and forgot how to giggle

No longer remembering the stories they once told

Madam Journey is looking for the right woman

To see if she’ll take back the stick

Along with the memories of a giggling girl

She may not accept it, seeing only the stick

A cart full of junk pushed by a bag lady

She may not want to remember who she was

To pick up those memories of her lost self

Some treasures are now just trash

Still Madam Journey picks them up 

Collecting the things people carelessly toss away

Taking them home where they might belong. 

Conversations with Christopher: Varwyth

Darkness gives way to pinpricks of candlelight, illuminating a shine. Perhaps it’s to a goddess, an androgynous god, or a draconic demon. Perhaps it’s too all three.

A cowled figure in midnight blue bows his head, kneeling in silent prayer. He lifts his head to sniff the chill air, catching the faint scent of roses as Christopher steps out of the opaque cloud into the small chapel.

Cowled Figure: How familiar your energy feels, yet your scent is different from anything I’ve ever caught. Just what are you?

Christopher breathes in the scent of incense, spice, and something coppery and salty. 

Christopher: A shadow. The one who drew me from the darkness called Christopher.

Cowled Figure: How curiously romantic, to be drawn from the darkness and named. If only the one who’d drawn me from the darkness had asserted such a claim. 

Christopher: You were drawn from the darkness as well?

Cowled Figure: Awakened from a deep sleep by a special scent, a sound. 

Christopher: For me, it was seeing a hand and hearing a voice.

Cowled Figure: Yes, there’s always a voice, isn’t there? I’ve learned to shut out hers. 

Christopher: Whose?

Cowled Figure: You’ve heard of the Great Serpent? How She curls within the heart and whispers to Her brood?

Christopher: Are you part of that brood?

Cowled Figure: I was until I learned to shut Her out.

Christopher: How?

Cowled Figure: Oh, no, little shadow. That’s a secret my master shared with only myself. I’m not about to betray it.

Christopher: Your master?

Cowled Figure: It’s been so long since I’ve thought of him. I wonder if he’s still out there?

Christopher: How long has it been since you’ve seen him? 

Cowled Figure: Too long and not long enough. We have a complex relationship. It makes me long for others.

Christopher: Others?

Cowled Figure: Other people, other companions. Other voices than the ones that haunt me. 

Christopher: It sounds lonely, yet like you weren’t as alone as you would have liked to be. 

Cowled Figure: Too true. I’ve been sleeping, dreaming in the darkness, clutched by many cold hands until a voice called to me, awakening me. 

Christopher: Whose voice?

Cowled Figure: You’re very curious, little shadow, for one who’s revealed nothing but his name. 

Christopher: You have yet to reveal yours.

Cowled Figure: Names are precious. They carry weight, history, and identity woven with both. 

Christopher: They’re also a way of discarding all of that and creating something different.

Cowled Figure: They are, aren’t they? You may call me Varwyth. 

Christopher: Varwyth? Rhodry mentioned you. 

Varwyth turns, revealing a fine-boned face similar to Rhodry’s beneath his hood. 

Varwyth: I hope you do not have designs upon Rhodry Nevalyn, little shadow. As tempting as he is, he has been claimed. Blood, soul, and mind, even if his heart remains ambiguously elusive. 

Christopher: Claimed by whom?

Varwyth: (letting out a low chuckle with a measure of menacing smoulder) That is the question. We battle for his loyalty while making certain our fight for him is obscured. 

Christopher: We?

Varywth: I am an interested party in Rhodry’s fate and future, yes. 

Christopher: Are you one with a claim to it?

Varwyth: Now, now. Don’t spoil our story. There’s enough Trouble at Caerac Keep as there is. 

Christopher: Are you part of that trouble?

Varwyth: Hardly. I’m trying to help Rhodry sort it out. I’m as anxious about Daeric’s disappearance as he is. 

Christopher: You know Rhodry’s master?

Varwyth: I do not share Daeric’s delusion that he’s the master of anyting regarding Rhodry, for all he tries to keep our boy locked up in his tower.

Christopher: Our boy?

Varwyth: I have as much claim upon Rhodry as Daeric does, even if I’m not asserting it. Blood calls to blood. We are linked, Rhodry and I, even if I have to share him with one of those wretched Unicorn clerics.

Christopher: Faith?

Varwyth: That would be her. A charming combination of righteous hypocrisy and doubt.

Christopher: Really?

Varwyth: I was being sarcastic about her charms. How the Servants of the Unicorn ever gained ascendency over the Dance of the Dragon is beyond me. 

Christopher: Dance of the Dragon?

Varwyth: A clerical order much older than the Servants of the Unicorn. The Dragons were the dominant sect in the World of Ouroborous until the Unicorns seized our temples, converted most of our Dragons, and made bloody examples of those who didn’t. 

Christopher: You said our. 

Varwyth: I was part of the Dance of the Dragon long ago. 

Christopher: You aren’t anymore?

Varwyth: I lost my faith when I gave myself to my master. Now I’m a not-so-humble sorcerer with a few secrets I won’t be telling you, little shadow. 

Christopher: Tell me as much as you wish. I’ll listen to what you choose to reveal.

Varwyth: It’s entirely too easy to reveal things to you, little shadow. Perhaps I’ve been alone for too long.

Christopher: Perhaps you have. 

Varwyth: Company may be a timely thing to keep, however questionable. 

Christopher: Good thing I’m timely, even if I’m questionable. 

Varwyth: (letting out another throaty chuckle) You’re quite the wit, aren’t you, Christopher? I was actually speaking of my new companions.

Christopher: Rhodry?

Varwyth: If only it was just Rhodry! It’s also Faith and Ariadne. My new companions in seeking out trouble and rescuing its victims. 

Christopher: Are you talking about the disappearances in Caerac Keep? Or what looks like vampire attacks?

Varwyth: I’m glad you didn’t assume they were vampire attacks. They’re not. 

Christopher: What do you think they are?

Varwyth: Something I find utterly unamusing. Once I find who’s responsible, I’ll show them just how unamused I am by their antics. 

Christopher: (shivers) It sounds like you have some very specific plans for the ones causing the trouble.

Varwyth: The Vampire Corwyth’s resurrection is not something to be taken lightly nor to use as a smokescreen for a power gambit. 

Christopher: You think this is a power gambit?

Varwyth: Of the most tasteless, sycophantic variety. It angers me as much as it does the lord of Caerac Keep. I’m been trying to hide my fury, but it’s difficult. Once we find who’s taken all of these fine citizens, I plan to let it all out.

Christopher: I almost pity that someone.

Mist rises to engulf Christopher’s feet, spiralling up his legs. 

Varwyth: (watching with interest) Returning to shadow and dream? How peaceful that must be. Sometimes I miss that state.

Christopher: (as the mist creeps up his chest) You could return to it, couldn’t you?

Varwyth: Not yet. It’s not time to let go of this time and place. 

Christopher: When you’re ready, I’m sure that peace will be waiting for you. 

The mist wraps around his neck, enveloping the rest of his body. The mist and Christopher disappear.

Varwyth: Thank you, little shadow.

#RainbowSnippets: Fairest

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Just who is the girl in the mirror? Oriana is going to reveal a little in my own Snippet from Fairest

“The fairest of them all,” she whispered. “That’s who you see, when you look into the magic mirror, when you’re foolish, young, and full of your own beauty.” She tried to smile, but there were tears in her eyes. “At least that’s what you see at first. Yourself at your best.”

I thought of how I’d first gazed into the mirror. I’d seen myself gazing back. How quickly my reflection had turned into the figure of my dreams.

“Until you see someone else.” The words slipped out of my mouth before I could think better of them. 

“Until you see her,” Oriana whispered.

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QueerBlogWed: Contradiction

On December 13, 2023, P.T. Wyant posted at ptwyant.com a Wednesday Words prompt involving a regretted favor, soup, and a contradiction.

This poem was the result…

I regret the favor I owe you

For bringing me some soup

For staying at my side

You’re quite the contradiction

Of cruelty and kindness

I’ve felt the bite of your sadistic humor

All the while displaying a covert kindness

You’re feeding me soup in my current condition

When everyone else has left me

I know you’ll remind me of this favor

When I’m strong and healthy

When I’m in a position to be of use to you

It’s always about how useful I am 

Yet that’s not the entire truth

My weakness awakens compassion in you

Just as my strength makes you want to crush me

You like keeping me dependent upon you

Even as you chastise me for my weakness

You never chastise me when I’m ill

Sickness is a time of rare gentleness

When you breathe health back into me

Before breaking me into pieces

A puzzle you assemble and reassemble

For you love recreating me in your image

Toying with my expectations as you do

Reveling in the contradition you present

As you keep me close to you. 

Conversations with Christopher: Ariadne

A sleek, dark-skinned woman with dusky broze curls brushing her bare shoulders plants her feet into the ground, centering herself. Her leather tunic covers her thighs as she squats, moving her hands in a rippling circle around herself. 

The landscape ripples as well with the movement of her hands. 

A series of open air temples appear behind her. Statue after statue stands in front of each temple; always a woman. 

Sometimes the woman in dressed in armour, or a flowing dress. Each stone countenance is wistful and watchful, sightless eyes trained upon the living female in their presence. 

Each statue reminds Christopher of what remains of a Marriage Feast in the Gardens of Arachne; a youth locked in stone within his bride’s courtyard after his special night. Eternally beautiful. Eternally still. 

It is a fate Christopher himself managed to slip away from, although he’s not sure how or why. 

The sky grows overcast as he steps out of the shadows into this woman’s world. 

She blinks, focusing hazel eyes with ruby flecks upon him. When she does, the landscape ripples again. 

The statue vanishes. The temple behind the woman changes into a great marble structure with a dome, topped by a silver unicorn. 

Christopher recognizes the dome and the unicorn. He looked down upon it from a tower at Rhodry Nevalyn’s side. The gardens and paths into silent nooks are very like the one he found himself facing Faith within. 

This woman, a girl of Faith’s age, gazes at him, eyes widening.

Christopher stares at her with equal wonder. 

Christopher and the Strange Girl: (at the exact same moment) Who are you?

They pause, surprised at their symmetry.

The girl stares at him, eyes crinkling at the corners and begins to laugh. 

Christopher laughs as well, realizing she’s going to be a lot easier to talk to than Faith. 

The Strange Girl: Unicorn tits, if you’re the Vampire Corwyth, I’m liking you a lot more than I thought I would!

Christopher: (still smiling) Would I be able to get this close to a Unicorn temple if I was? 

He’s honestly curious what she’s going to say.

The Strange Girl: (shrugging) I don’t know. If vampires can creep into this temple at night, take one of Faith’s sisters and feed upon the other, the power of the Unicorn may be exaggerated. 

Christopher: It appears to be day time. (He looks up at an overcast sky with weak sunlight shining through.) We’re on holy ground, but it’s a different holy ground that where we were a moment ago, isn’t it?

The Strange Girl: You saw that? I was visualizing my home, my mother and the other twelve who guard it. 

Christopher: The statues?

The Strange Girl: Yes, they are eternal, immortal, and watchful, only coming to life when danger threatens Aethyria…or their daughters need them. (She extends a hand.) I’m Ariadne.

Christopher: Ah, you’re Alyx’s sister. Rhodry mentioned you. 

Ariadne: (relaxing a bit) You know Rhodry? I might have guessed. You’re as beautiful as he is. You’re a boy, too, aren’t you?

Christopher: For now.

Ariadne: (winks) I’ll have to catch you when you’re a girl or during a Marriage Moon.

Christopher: Marriage Moon? (He smiles a little.) First the statues and now you speak of Marriage Moons. You’re reminding me of the Gardens of Arachne, only our statues are usually former Marriage Feasts. 

Ariadne: Marriage Feasts? That sounds rather sinister, like something a vampire might have. 

Christopher: Rhodry said something similiar. I suppose it is, but we grew up with this custom under the sun, anticipating the night we’d give ourselves up to our brides in return for eternal beauty. 

Ariadne: We?

Christopher: (his smile fades) Damian and I. 

Ariadne: Damian? Is he your love partner? 

Christopher: (blushing) I’m not sure what you’d call Damian and I.

Ariadne: (offering him a sideways grin) I’ve had a few those.

Christopher: Under a Marriage Moon? 

Ariadne: Oh, Marriage Moon is that rare time under a full moon when Aethyrians give themselves up to the howl of lust with Graecans. Our love partners are always women unless we want to leave Aethyria. 

Christopher: I think Rhodry mentioned Aethyria and Graeca. They were twin princesses or twin princes, weren’t they?

Ariadne: Princesses. Graeca threw herself into the River Selene and emerged a man. He followed the piping of satyrs and whoops of men away from his sister. Thirteen of the mightiest of maidens came to Aethyria’s side to comfort and protect her after her sister abandoned her. 

Christopher: Are they any relation to the statues in front of the temples I saw?

Ariadne: Yes, the Circle of the Thirteen. Our leaders, guardians, and wise women. 

Christopher: You mentioned your mother was among them. 

Ariadne: Theanna, the youngest of the Circle. She took the place of Xylanthe, the Ancient Spider. 

Christopher: What happened to Xylanthe?

Ariadne: She sucked the life’s blood, the heart, the vitality out of Graeca in the groves of his land, right under the noses of the fauns and satyrs surrounding him. After which, she turned her attentions to Princess Aethyria. 

Christopher: What happened?

Ariadne: Xylanthe sucked the life out of Aethyria, just as she had Graeca. The former twins turned to stone, unable to respond. 

Christopher: This sounds a lot like what happens to a Marriage Feast. 

Ariadne: The other twelve guardians drove her from Aethyria, becoming statues themselves so their princess wouldn’t be lonely. They cursed Xylanthe to mortality and death, but the Spider found she could stay young and beautiful, if she kept sucking the vitality of other people, stealing their lives. 

Christopher: Where is she now? 

Ariadne: Legend places her at the heart of the Dark Circle in this cold land of Rowenda where we stand now, south of Caerac Keep. Theanna taught me to be wary of legends, yet not to disregard them. 

Christopher: (looking around) This is within Caerac Keep’s walls, isn’t it?

Ariadne: Yes. (She shivers.) It has a certain barbaric beauty, but I miss my home. I miss my mother. I miss my sister.

Christopher: Is your mother, ah, a statue? 

Ariadne: (smiling) Sometimes. She comes to live for periods of time. To talk. To hold me. To offer her wisdom. She returns to stone eventually, but as long as I’m within Aethyria’s borders, I feel her presence, her strength. 

Christopher: You’re fortunate. I’m unsure if our statues ever awaken to speak with us. 

Even as the words leave his lips, he recalls Dyvian. The statue which may have found new life in the Shadow Forest, even as Christopher has. 

Ariadne: I wish my mother could speak to me now. (Her smile turns wisful.) I wish she could reach out to Alyx, wherever she is, and comfort her. I have a bad feeling she needs comfort.

Christopher: Your sister was taken, wasn’t she?

Ariadne: It’s why I’m here at Caerac Keep. (She gestures to the temple and the grounds around her.) To find her. 

Christopher: Rhodry mentioned connecting to her in his dreams. 

Ariadne: Alyx told me about those dreams. Meeting him gave me hope. (She eyes Christopher.) The way you entered my vision of home and shattered it made me wonder if you aren’t something similar to him. 

Christopher: Serpent-Born? Hardly. I’m not from this world. Which was why I was surprised to see you change the landscape as if you were in the Shadow Forest, but we are in the Cauldron. Not everyone I meet is aware of their ability to alter their setting. 

Ariadne: I didn’t alter anything. I just pictured home, prayed to my mother and the Thirteen for help and guidance in finding Alyx. 

Christopher: We can change the setting at will, if we wish. Forgive me for distracting you and disturbing your magic by appearing.

Ariadne: It was just a vision. Just memories, not magic. 

Christopher: Memories are magic, at least to me. They nourish and sustain me.

Ariadne: Now you’re talking like a vampire again, not that I’m sure I believe in vampires. Corwyth may be nothing than more than a boy like you. 

Christopher: What do you believe in?

Ariadne: Monstrous emotions or impulses which when acted upon transform people into monsters. Just as Xylanthe draining Aethyria and Graeca of their lives forced her to keep draining, again and again. 

Christopher: Was Xylanthe a vampire?

Ariadne: I think of her as a spider woman, the Ancient Spider. Vampires are supposed to be undead. The undead may exist. There’s been enough stories of ghosts become wraiths, skeletal armies, and ghouls crawling from their graves. Faith insists they’re true. She’s afraid of the undead, like everyone in this Keep.

Christopher: And you aren’t?

Ariadne: I’m afraid of fear. Fear clouds my judgment, but I can’t help being afraid. I’m afraid of losing my sister forever. I’m afraid of this Keep filled with fearful people. I’m afraid of things I don’t understand.

Christopher: Not understanding can be wonderful. It can be a journey towards understanding. 

Ariadne: (smiling) Now you sound like Alyx or Rhodry.

Christopher: Thank you. Coming from you, I have a feeling that’s a compliment. 

Ariadne: You’re welcome, although you still haven’t told me your name…or what to call you.

Christopher: Where are my manners? I’m Christopher.

Ariadne: A pleasure, Christopher, although I’m not sure why you’re here. 

Christopher: I think I’m here to talk to you. To help you think, to clear your mind of whatever is worrying you. 

Ariadne: How charitable. Charity is supposed to be one of the Unicorn’s virtues. It’s the name of one of Faith’s sisters. (She glances back at the temple.) I’m not sure if believe in the Unicorn or her virtues, yet here I am.

Christopher: Is it because of Faith?

Ariadne: Insufferable, isn’t she? It doesn’t help that she’s maddeningly attractive. 

Christopher: I’d agree about the insufferable. I’m not sure about the maddeningly attractive.

Ariadne: How can you look into those lustrous dark eyes and not be sure? They’re as dark and deep as a moonless night? Her skin, her lips; all of her evokes the urge to kiss her, until she opens her mouth and starts ranting about holiness, heresy, and the Unicorn. My urge to kiss her turns into a desire to slap her. 

Christopher: I see. 

Ariadne: I envy Rhodry. I’d love to know what she’s thinking and feeling underneath it all. 

Christopher: I’m sure he’d love to pass his link with Faith on to you, if he could.

Ariadne: What a waste. To have such intimate knowledge of someone you want nothing to do with. 

Christopher: Perhaps that’s why. 

Ariadne: What do you mean?

Christopher: Perhaps Rhodry and Faith are linked so they’ll come to understand each other. They might dislike each other less if they did. 

Ariadne: Enforced sympathy via nonconsensual empathy, eh? A bit ruthless, yet effective. 

Christopher: It’s my guess. (Mist curls around his feet, rising up his calves.) It looks like you’ve said what you needed to say. 

Ariadne: And now you’re leaving. (She watches as the mist crawls up his thighs to his chest with interest.) Is this some sort of compulsion? You come to people when they need to talk and leave when their need is satisfied?

Christopher: Yes. You’ll have to ask the scribbler if you want to know more about it. (The mist is up to his neck.)

Ariadne: The Scribbler? Is that some sort of god?

Christopher is swallowed by the mists which vanish. Only his voice lingers. 

Christopher: Don’t let her hear you calling her a god. She’ll definitely get a swelled head.

Ariadne is left in front of the Unicorn temple while I’m left staring at this screen after I finish typing up this blog, feeling a little miffed. 

I’m not used to this level of snarkiness from Christopher. He’s definitely picking up bad habits from Quartz. 

#RainbowSnippets: Fairest

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For my own, Rose continues to confront her guardian witch in Fairest...

She looked old—old, tired, and sorrowful beyond words. Her shoulders slumped as she stared at her own hand on the mirror’s frame.

My own anger vanished. I wasn’t supposed to see this. Her moment of weakness should have been private. I’d stumbled onto it just as I’d stumbled onto the mirror. Now I was a part of whatever was going on, no matter how private it was. 

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#QueerBlogWed: Temptation

You have dinner set upon the table

I get the chills seeing you in your fine clothes

Never knowing how you will surprise me

Even though my imagination is vast and dark

You seek to entertain me

Dinner is just another performance

You’re the director, actor, and the star

Drawing me in as your co-star

To an elaborate game of manners and morals

All hiden within each course you serve

A challenge to my sense and sensitivity

Prickling my tastes, seducing me into sophistication

Tempting my tastebuds to accept your tutelage

From what I wear to what I eat

All matters of taste which you master

Even as I anticipate this seduction of the senses

I find myself hard-pressed to resist

As you encourage me to explore what I once shrank from

Emboldening me to be brave as I expand my palette. 

Conversations with Christopher: Faith

She leaves the clusters of silent clerics, the sick room where the sight of her weakened sister drives her to a rage which would claw the bedclothes, her own robes, any flesh she could get her nails into. 

The open spaces aren’t quiet enough, not far enough from the noise or the noise’s echoes. 

There’s only so far Faith can run from the unwelcome visitor sharing her thoughts, her visions; the constant presence in her head. 

She leans against a temple pillar and stares at a flower in full bloom. It withers as she gazes upon it. 

Perhaps she, too, is a blight now. There’s a mist rising in the Unicorn temple garden, blotting out the sun. 

Faith tenses at the very sight of that mist. A prayer is ready on her lips to chant, but she says something else instead. 

Faith: Vampires are supposed to be able to summon mist. Come for me if you dare, undeath.

A slender boy with coppery golden hair curling around his ears steps from the mist, clad in a dark gray tunic and trousers. He gazes at her with enormous eyes filled with swimming color. 

Christopher: I’m not sure if I’m a vampire or undead. 

Faith backs up at the sight of this golden-haired boy who looks entirely too much like Rhodry Nevalyn. 

Faith: How can you be unsure about who and what you are?

Christopher: (giving her a curious look) How can you be sure who and what you are, Faith?

Faith: (backing up another step) How do you know my name, demon?

She makes a warding sign against the undead and demons, not as if powerful as a banishing prayer, but better than nothing. 

All the colors around Christopher; the faint blue in the sky becomes fainter, the green of the grass fades. The vivid purple of flowers growing out of the grass turns a ghostly lavender. 

He turns around with wonder, regarding the glacier hues.

Christopher: All of the colors in Dyvian’s eyes are here. Just what did you do?

Faith: (frowning at this mention of a name she’s never heard) I know nothing of Dyvian. This is the holy power of the Unicorn you see and hear; warding off evil. 

Christopher: Interesting. (He regards the chilled blades of grass, which puts him in mind of Tayel’s power.) You’ve sucked some of the life out of this place with your ward.

Faith: (her frown turns into a glower) It’s only lifeless for creatures like you, wraith.

Christopher: (considering her words) Perhaps. Rhodry wondered the same thing.

Faith: You’ve been conversing with the Serpent-Born. I might have known. 

Hollow disdain, something she’s all too aware of with the same Serpent-Born in her head. She can see him, standing at the edge of the tower. She can feel the wind rustling her hair around her face…his hair around his face, even as she sees Rhodry looking down at Caerac Keep from his master’s tower. 

Looking down on all of them below. 

Faith: (to Rhodry more than Christopher) Have you sent this shade to plague me?

Rhodry shakes his head ever so slightly, not looking at her.

Rhodry: He’s not here to plague you. He’s here to talk to you. His name is Christopher. If you feel remotely inclined to be civil, tell him I said hello.

Faith winces, her temples aching at the presence in her head and the very notion of being civil. 

Faith: You. (She focuses upon the boy in front of her.) The Serpent-Born told me you’ve come to talk to me. 

Christopher: He has a name, you know. If he’s already inside your head, you might as well use his name. 

Faith: What?

Christopher: Rhodry. His name is Rhodry, but you already knew this.

Faith: Of course I knew this! What living creature doesn’t recognize his surname? (She makes the warding sign again. The air gets cold.) It’s that of the Serpent Herself.

Christopher: Nevalyn? 

Faith: Don’t say that! (She wards herself once more, shivering a bit. Is the air getting cold?) 

Christopher: Please stop doing that. I’m afraid you’re sucking too much vitality out of this area. 

Faith: (glowers at him) This is a holy place, demon. The Servants of the Unicorn draw upon its blessings to ward off the undead and unclean spirits. If anyone is sucking the vitality out of this spot, it’s you.

She breathes in, taking in the scent of the temple ground. For all her angry boasting, Christopher’s warnings have unsettled her. 

There’s a faint perfume in the air; something sickeningly sweet mingled with incense. 

Christopher: What is it?

Faith: Nothing which doesn’t have every right to be here. (It’s just incense, she tells herself.) If the colors fade and it grows chill, it’s due to your presence. 

Christopher: Perhaps. 

Faith: Why are you here, demon? What can you possibly have to say to me? 

Christopher: You tell me. I think you summoned me with your need to talk. 

Faith: Why would I need to talk to you?

Christopher: I don’t know. (Layers of color lap against each other in his eyes.) What’s troubling you?

Faith: What’s not troubling me?! My sister, Hope was taken from this very temple in her sleep! My other sister, Charity lies, too weak to move, after a vampire sucked her blood. (She glares at Christopher.) The wards of this temple aren’t as powerful as we prayed they’d be. Not powerful enough to keep demons and the undead out.

Christopher: Unless your wards are strong enough and I’m neither demon nor undead. You said Hope was taken from this temple. Was Charity attacked while at this temple too?

Faith: In her sleep. (She stares at Christopher as if he was personally responsible for what happened to Charity.) 

Christopher: Maybe whatever got your sisters isn’t a vampire. Maybe it’s just meant to look like the work of a vampire. 

Faith: You sound like Rhodry.

Christopher: It was his suggestion, yes. 

Faith: (her glare gives way to exasperation) Look at you. You’re already smitten with that little serpent, just like every other fool he meets. 

Christopher: You not being one of those fools. 

Faith: (making a low, growling sound) When I get my hands on whomever linked us, I’m going to show them just how unamusing I find this sick joke. 

Christopher: You think this was a joke, linking Rhodry and yourself?

Faith: More of a prank, by someone who finds my fear of the Serpent-Born funny or a hindrance. I don’t understand why my companions aren’t more afraid of that boy. Every Serpent-Born is linked to the Serpent Herself, capable of drawing on Her power while She can draw upon their essences.

Christopher: Is that really true?

Faith: It’s how the Serpent lives and walks in Ouroborous; through Her spawn.

Christopher: Have you caught a glimpse of Rhodry’s connection to this Serpent in his mind?

Faith pauses, considering the furtive conversations she’s overheard Rhodry having. 

Faith: He’s speaking to someone in secret. (She pauses, frowning in puzzlement.) I’m not sure if it’s Her.

Christopher: Who do you think it is?

Faith: I don’t know. Rhodry has been trained by a Serpent-Born sorcerer, the very son of the Serpent Herself. Who knows what unholy creatures he treats as acquaintances? 

Christopher: You might, through your link with Rhodry, if you tried to see or hear. You could learn many things about the Serpent-Born.

Faith: I have no desire to cloud my mind with forbidden knowledge. 

Christopher: Would this knowledge be forbidden? Or invaluable to your temple and your sisters?

Faith: You’re tempting me, demon. 

Christopher: True, but that doesn’t mean you haven’t thought about it.

Faith: I confess nothing to you, demon.

Christopher: You don’t need to confess anything or say anything more. Not if you don’t want to. 

The mist gathers at his feet, creeping up his legs to his stomach.

Christopher: I think you’ve said what you needed to. (The mist rises to his chest and neck.) Goodbye, Faith. It’s been truly unpleasant. I pity Rhodry, but maybe he can do something for you no one else can.

Faith: (recoling from the mist) What could a Serpent-Born possibly do for a Servant of the Unicorn?

The mist envelops Christopher, swirling around three times before it disappears. Only his voice remains. 

Christopher: Help you to be less of a holier-than-thou git.

Faith grits her teeth, glowering at the space where he was.

Faith: I am not a holier-than-thou git! I’m just scared, that’s all! Scared for my sisters, my temple, and this Keep. Scared of the undead and the Serpent-Born who threaten all of them!

The empty spaces don’t respond.

Faith can feel Rhodry in the back of her mind, trying very hard to ignore her. She can feel his irritation, his scorn, and underneath all of that, his fear. 

Faith isn’t just a holier-than-thou git, she’s dangerous. She’s capable of hurting countless people, even killing them in the name of her Goddess. 

Faith: (more hurt than she expected) The Unicorn isn’t like that! She nurtures and protects people from the monsters who prey upon them!  Like me! 

Rhodry is trying to ignore her, but he can’t help his thoughts any more than she can help catching them. 

As far as I’m concerned, Unicorns like you are the monsters. 

She feels the sharp spike of his fear, the very twin of her own. 

They cannot be alike in this. Can they?

No one and nothing, including Rhodry Nevalyn answers.